Alcohol, a real possession
"Thealcohol is an invisible, totally destructive force. He owns you, puts you down. For me, he played many roles. At first, it was a bridge, it calmed me allowing me not to totally disjunction. Especially since another addiction had been added to thealcohol : cannabis. I had fallen in love with a hard-working consumer of this herb.
Then very quickly, around 20, I passed the red zone and there, he turned out to be a destroyer and became a ball that I could not separate. "Julie had so little confidence in her, was plagued by such a malaise that excessive consumption ofalcohol comforted her in the idea that she was not worth anything. "It was as if I was living behind a window, my life was black and white, sad and passive, on the other side there were the colors, but I could not break that window. . "
